All Days should be like this.

Well since I'm off work this week I decided to try my hand at smoking some meat on my grill. My main intention was to just cook up some brisket and pork ribs but I went a little overboard lol! By the time Patrick got off work and came over I had two racks of ribs, four pounds of brisket, and a big pan of corn bread for just the two of us. Needless to say we ate like kings tonight! Since we both felt guilty for eating too much my dog Trea ended getting a surprise trip to the dog run and trust me the walk felt really good.

After we got home the conversation turned to if other people cook like we do? Patrick is always giving me shit and telling me that he is afraid to cook for me because he doesn't think his food can compete with what I make. The boy is full of shit though because he is a lot better at making breakfast then I will ever be. I did feel sort of sorry for my younger sister though. The poor girl just finished eating a frozen chicken patty when I came in with all the bbq. I offered her some and she looked like a whipped puppy when she told me she was full from her "supper".

Hands down though the best part of the night was spending time with the BF and all the "benefits" (wink, wink) that come with it.

Night all...

No sleep...

Yet again it's 2:30am and I'm still up... For some reason I haven't been able to sleep the last few nights. My dog Trea seems to be having no problem what so ever though LOL. He is just snoring away back in my bedroom while I sit in the living room watching the Breakfast Club on Cinemax. Good thing I'm off work this week.

The new me!

So where has Jeff been? Well I said the hell with where my life was going and I made some changes. I put a profile out on Match and found a wonderful boyfriend named Patrick. We have been seeing each other since January of this year and I couldn't be happier.

I am out of the closet for good now and for the life of me can't figure out why I didn't come out sooner. I had always thought that my family and friends would be horribly disappointed in me for being gay. Well that was totally not true. Granted there have been some tough times and some people I told were sort of freaked out, but overall life is good now.

So since I'm out in my personal life this blog is going to reflect that from now on. I am an open book now!

So I made up my mind and decided to do a little online dating.

Lots of good looking guys in my area and I have decided if anyone who doesn't know I'm gay comes across my profile I will deal with it then. I think it will be easier to come out once I have met someone who will support me.

Things are looking up! :-)

I need a vacation!

For those of you who follow my poor blog I apologize for the lack of posts. People have been let go from both of my jobs and I have been super busy the last few months.

All is well here in my neck of the woods and I still haven't come out at work. I think I'm going to do a little online dating since I'm not having a lot of luck just meeting someone.

Well this is going to be a short post because I have to get to a flag football game!

Bye

To be or not to be out?

I'm seriously thinking of coming out at work, but it might cause more harm then good. I work in the construction industry and the majority of the guys I work with are REAL old school. I know that they can't fire me for being gay, but I need to come out so these guys can know the real me.

One of the temp guys is gay (totally not my type lol!), and out to 3 or 4 guys at the shop, yet those guys don't seem to have a problem with it. If I come out and all goes south I couldn't afford to leave this job so what should I do?

Some days working outside for a living has its benefits, but it was in the high 90's today and I am beat. My dog must have had a rough day also since he was in his pool napping when I got home and then went right to sleep when I let him in the house.

I will say that the heat is bringing out the hotties though in droves. Seems like I can't turn a corner in this town without seeing a good looking guy wearing only a pair of gym shorts. Seeing that kind of stuff can drive a guy to go mad!