All Days should be like this.

Well since I'm off work this week I decided to try my hand at smoking some meat on my grill. My main intention was to just cook up some brisket and pork ribs but I went a little overboard lol! By the time Patrick got off work and came over I had two racks of ribs, four pounds of brisket, and a big pan of corn bread for just the two of us. Needless to say we ate like kings tonight! Since we both felt guilty for eating too much my dog Trea ended getting a surprise trip to the dog run and trust me the walk felt really good.

After we got home the conversation turned to if other people cook like we do? Patrick is always giving me shit and telling me that he is afraid to cook for me because he doesn't think his food can compete with what I make. The boy is full of shit though because he is a lot better at making breakfast then I will ever be. I did feel sort of sorry for my younger sister though. The poor girl just finished eating a frozen chicken patty when I came in with all the bbq. I offered her some and she looked like a whipped puppy when she told me she was full from her "supper".

Hands down though the best part of the night was spending time with the BF and all the "benefits" (wink, wink) that come with it.

Night all...

No sleep...

Yet again it's 2:30am and I'm still up... For some reason I haven't been able to sleep the last few nights. My dog Trea seems to be having no problem what so ever though LOL. He is just snoring away back in my bedroom while I sit in the living room watching the Breakfast Club on Cinemax. Good thing I'm off work this week.

The new me!

So where has Jeff been? Well I said the hell with where my life was going and I made some changes. I put a profile out on Match and found a wonderful boyfriend named Patrick. We have been seeing each other since January of this year and I couldn't be happier.

I am out of the closet for good now and for the life of me can't figure out why I didn't come out sooner. I had always thought that my family and friends would be horribly disappointed in me for being gay. Well that was totally not true. Granted there have been some tough times and some people I told were sort of freaked out, but overall life is good now.

So since I'm out in my personal life this blog is going to reflect that from now on. I am an open book now!