Thursday, September 6, 2007

Welcome back boys!


I love it when college is back in session! I drive by two of the local college campuses each day coming and going to work. I see at least two good looking guys every trip. It makes me long for my own college days. I think I self supported the Miller Brewing Company those first few years. I miss school more now since I have to drive by campus so often. Oh don't get me wrong now, I was happy to be done, but I think I should have stayed and received my Bachelors. I know I can still go back, but that would require more effort then I can handle right now. At this point in time I am happy to have my nights free to spend with the dog.

I do like driving by campus though. On my way home today there was a group of guys jogging. It has been in the low 90's lately so these guys were looking nice and shiny. Not a single one was wearing a shirt and all were in peak condition. Made me want to go to the gym and work off the sandwich I had at lunch. That is one of the downfalls of hot jogger guys, they make me feel like a tub of goo. I am not overweight though. Hell if anything I could stand to put on a few pounds. None the less I still wanted to pull over and load all the guys into the back of my truck and bring them all home with me. Maybe I'll get lucky and see one, or all, of them downtown at the bar this weekend. I could only hope.

Wednesday, September 5, 2007

Time for the real me to emerge!

So here I am starting my transition into an openly gay life. I am going to have to take baby steps with the coming out process though. I wish however that I could just wakeup tomorrow and everyone would know and would be happy for me. A guy can dream can't he?

Now a little about me.
I am from a small town in central Nebraska. I have loving parents and a large family. However my family is Catholic and if I was to come out right this minute I would probably be shunned for the rest of my life. Well maybe not, but my mom would faint for sure. I have hinted about gay topics just to get a feel for where they sit. It has not been positive.

I do however go out to the local gay bar and I have slept with other men, so I am definitely gay. I am also proud that I am gay. I wish I could be out publicly though. I am not out at work but I don't come out and say that I am not into women. All the ladies in the office think I need to settle down with a nice girl, hell one even tried to set me up on a date with her daughter. I am not ashamed to be seen at the bar or in public with another man so what is the big deal with me coming out to everyone?