Thursday, March 13, 2008

Ya I 'm still alive.... almost

Sorry for the lack of posts lately. As if anyone really reads this other than me. I have been in a bad way lately and am really depressed right now. I am stuck in the " why me?" and "what did I ever do to deserve this?" mood. I am hoping that by posting this it might get me out of this funk, so here we go.

Why is it when ever things start to go good for me something comes up and just punches me in the gut? Why is it that no matter how much effort I put in at my job i am still labeled as a slacker that can do nothing right? I have all this useful knowledge in my head that nobody cares about. I aspire to be more and work to hard achieve my goals, yet I can not catch break.

Everyone says I need to keep a positive attitude and things will change.

When will thing change?

So many questions with no answers in sight.

I am going to go to bed now and hope for a better day when I wake. Actually I want to find a hot guy on Saturday and get laid.

Now that would fix a lot of my issues.